I believe in saying it all and taking it all back

I have made a plan, which is interesting, and oddly settling, even though it is painfully vague. I will stay here for the summer, because I would have to pay for here anyway. And I will find a paid internship, or work, or something else that makes me happy and gives me some money and something to learn.

And then, then I will move on. Leave here at least, maybe DC, if I get the perfect job offer. But maybe abroad, because I don't have experience there and I need more field experience, really. Ideally good field experience, great field experience, with an organization that is awesome and helpful and wonderful and that teaches me an endless amount of things. And then maybe I will come back here, apply for jobs back here, find work and a home and a place that I can live alone and buy a dog. And that will be good too. And it's okay if that all happens soon, now, if one of the jobs I really like wants to interview me, wants to hire me, likes me. I'll be okay with that, I'll find a home and a puppy and settle in and that could be good too, but it's nice, for now, that further decisions don't need to be made, enough have been made for now, and what needs to happen will happen.