Tuesday, October 13, 2009

I had six too many drinks last night,

I got back home again, after a long weekend in Disney with the family. I forget sometimes that despite the fact that I love my family and get along with them well we have moments where I don't remember why. My mom and my sister are getting along less well, I think it's only been accented by me moving. I'm normally there for my mother to get mad at, frustrated with, annoyed by. And now that I am gone she only has my sister to interact with. I worry about her sometimes, I hope she figures out something that makes her happy soon, because I'm wowrried that if she doesn't she will just become more and more dissatisfied and combative.

And then my sister got sick. And grumpy. So I had a grumpy mother and a grumpy sister and I just wanted to run around disney and enjoy every minute of the too hot to think amazing weather. I just wanted to soak it all in. And that becomes harder to do with a sick and grumpy family. Two more months of here before I need to see them again, hopefully everyone is in a better mood next time.

I have been listening to this album on repeat, but mostly this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4v8FJhQ-teE

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