Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I seem calm to others but often feel feral

and school is picking up, slowly hitting a pace where I feel urgent, and urgent means I achieve. Which is okay, so far it's okay. Because urgent and achieving means I feel like I'm in school again for the first time since I started school again. And that is good, mostly good, maybe entirely good. It is at least good enough to keep me moving forward.

It is about to be Halloween weekend, one of my favorite holidays probably simply because it requires so little preparation and is generally nothing but fun. Plus I get to dress up and drink and laugh a lot, and what possible way to waste a weekend is better then that.

There is still confusion, there is still hecticness, but really, if I settle into school for two years very little else will matter. And anyways, I can only be self indulgent for so long.

Notes to remember: just because you support gay marriage, doesn't mean you need to be gay. jen bervin - post-modern poet, whatever that means. Part wind and part wolf. and maybe a text tattoo will be necessary before I stop getting them all together. Maybe.

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